Obedience comes with sacrifice
Posted: October 31, 2006 by Angie
For those of you who were in church last Sunday morning and thus had the privilege to hear Pastor Adam preached, you will recall his message on “All the power you need”. Embedded within his sharing is what I now refer to as the 5As on living our lives according to God’s will and purpose:
- Admit that we are weak without God
- Affirm God’s power and presence
- Align yourself with God’s will
- Ask God for the power you need
- Act out of obedience to God
A couple of Sundays ago, just before we started our choir practice, I was deeply honored to have an opportunity to chat with Pastor Adam. Here is a man so God-filled, so inundated with responsibilities as a pastor, a worship leader, a zone supervisor, a husband and a father and for him to spare those few precious minutes to speak to me, meant the world to me. I know I will always remember our conversation that day. Simply because his caring for all of us epitomizes how Jesus deeply loves each one of us.
At the heart of our walk with the Lord is the level of our obedience to God’s voice and calling. Pastor Adam, in his message last Sunday, succinctly advocates that faith without action is a futile exercise. How often is it that when we pray we attach certain conditions befitting only us and in such process, either completely ignores or overlooks God’s desire for our lives. And as a result when God does answer, we chooses to hear only a portion of His voice; the part that is easier to obey and requires the least of our effort. But here’s the thing, obedience for the better part comes with sacrifices – within us and from us. And because our God has a sense of humour, the sacrifice required from/of us is usually of those things that we place great importance on.
A month ago, I had some friends from Singapore in KL for a visit. One of them works for a large global investment bank, with its base in Zurich, Switzerland. My friend asked if I knew of anyone who would be willing to take on a global role as a tax analyst based in Zurich. She showed me the job description and I jokingly said that maybe I should consider the role. The next thing I knew, she had set up a telephone interview with Zurich and on the following Wednesday, I found myself having the interview, sitting in my car, parked in church, just before prayer meeting started. Needless to say, the role was challenging and as the interview progressed, the surreality of what I was actually considering was overwhelming. For one, I wasn’t even looking for a new job, let alone one which requires me to uproot to another country. Panic sets in and I shared my dilemma with Genie, Luisa and Maddie. The interview had given me an early indication that unless I seriously botched my next interview with the global head of tax, the job was already in my pocket.
There followed a week of very little sleep. Mentally, my mind read out my CV – from Singapore, Sydney, London, Kuala Lumpur and now Zurich – wow! Possibility of expatriate package, not to mention a salary increase of leaps and bounds! Career advancement and a global role. Monetary wise, the job was just crying out “take me, take me!”. But one thing that remained to be answered was how much of this was within God’s plan for my life and whether my heartbeat was attuned to God’s heartbeat. So I prayed fervently and asked God to reveal His purpose for my life. And through it all, I had three faithful prayer warriors who interceded and prayed for me and without them, I am certain I will not be writing this today.
Exactly one week from the first interview, I was on my way to work. My heart was heavy leaden during that time. I was petrified of going to work because I knew that Zurich had sent across a package for me to peruse and I didn’t believe my decision would be God driven once I had opened the package. So as I lined my car behind numerous cars in Bukit Tunku, God gave me a vision. His vision to me was of an outstretched hand (of God) which stretched from the shore line to the sea. And within the bobbing waves of the sea, men, women and children desperately tries to keep afloat. The hand is attached to those on the shoreline – Christians comprising you and me. The hand will reach down and retrieve the individuals when Christians on the shoreline intercede and pray. The waves represent the sorrows of these people. And then the Spirit of God spoke and said “You are not done yet in KL”. I can’t even begin to describe the magnitude of emotions that welled inside me. God has answered my prayers before but never as powerful as the vision He gave and His voice spoken directly into my heart. That’s when I knew how to attune my heartbeat to that of God.
True enough, when I got to work that morning, the package was on the desk. I placed it under my desk and proceeded to send an email to Zurich to terminate the discussion. I received a reply that afternoon to say that the bank was sorry I was not able to join them in Zurich. After prayer meeting that same night, Maddie shared with me how that very morning, God had asked her to intercede for me and it was at that very moment that God gave me His vision and words. Prayer is a very powerful tool and I write today to testify that when I really sought God for His guidance, He came through amazingly and brought a sense of release upon my life.
Affirmation of God’s vision was also revealed to me when I was listening to Ravi Zacharias audio CD on “Jesus Among Other Gods”. Right towards the end of the audio, Dr Zacharias read out a quotation from Don Wordson (spelling?) which brought such amazing clarity to the vision God gave to me. Don Wordson penned down these words:
When engulfed by the terror of tempestous seas
Unknown waves before you roll
At the end of doubt and peril is eternity
Though fear and conflict seize your soul
But just think of stepping onshore
And finding it heaven
Of touching a hand and finding it God’s hand
Of breathing new air and finding it celestial
Since then, God has revealed to me just exactly how I am to extend His Hand to those in the seas. But that will be another testimony altogether. I firmly and faithfully believe that God will direct me according to His purpose. His calling to me is unfathomable but with His strength and His wisdom, I am privileged beyond belief to be carrying out the task that He has set ahead for me. I don’t for a minute think it will be easy or smooth sailing but you know what…who better to ride out the storm with me but our Lord Jesus Christ.
What Stevie wrote is right on – what motivates us when we make decisions? How much of it is self driven vs God driven? I am constantly reminded that we must always give thanks to God for what He has done for us and as Stevie has written, loves us despite of who we are. Whatever God’s calling for you is, just take heed that your obedience to Him is a way for you to say “Thank you”. As I shared God’s vision to me with Pastor Adam, it struck me how much he and his family were willing to give up in order to follow the purpose and plan that God has revealed in their hearts. In obeying God, this family has taken that step of faith and because all their hope is in the Lord Jesus Christ, I know, without a single doubt in my body, that this family will soar to great heights as they fulfill God’s purpose and calling in their lives.
Obedience does come with sacrifices but when those sacrifices mean that you are able to glorify God and have the privilege of being called His child, then I encourage you to “forget those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, press forward toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus” (Phil 3:13-14).
All glory, honour and praise unto God!
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